I have never been so happy about something in my life.. although this has nothing to do with this picteur.

"Come and listen shallow ears of every boy and every girl this is a story of a girl who a made a boy her entire world you love you lose the love you lost and gave up everything to have now hes her everything but he left her and now she has nothing left"

103rd post

"Dear Best Friend, i love you more daily. i wish you could see yourself the way i see you and i wish you could love yourself the way i love you. and above all, i wish your life is everything you deserve because in my opinion you deserve the world. i will stand by you forever. my heart will always belong to you"
(i thought this was adorable)

"listen to the music. and just dance"

Today im just the tiny-est bit mad. grr. life. anyways it wont stop raining which made my day kinda depressing. oh well. at least i have this weekend to look forward to. i think to much. im still debating whether its a good thing or a bad thing.

"when people walk away from you, let them go. your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you and it dosent mean they are bad people. it just means that their part in your story is over."

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(in the space between yes and no there isa lifetime. its the difference between who you thought you could be and who you really are. its the legroom for the lies you tell yourself in the future.)

"Fall in love or fall in hate. Get inspired or be depressed. Ace a test or flunk a class. Make babies or make art. Speak the truth or lie and cheat. Dance on tables or sit in a corner. Life is devine chaos. Embrace it. Forgive yourself. breathe. and live it up."

i have never been so happy to be confused in my life. its just a four letter lie. and its all good:D

"If i had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isnt. and contrary wise: what it is it wouldnt be. and what it wouldnt be, it would. you see?"

when things get better..it makes me happy. its finally saturdayyee!! and i love this picture. its so true.

damm rite. when is it ever? sometimes i think about what life would be like if it was easy.. and it wud be a pretty boring life.

and so it rained all day.

and i was reminded of you again

i need a hug. lol. im serious.

when is it going to stop raining?? gr.

i dun know what else to say exept you make me happy and at the same time, confuse me.

i almost forgot what it was like to have a busy weekend. i was hangin wit my friend on friday, went to the gym saturdayee. gr.

Picteurs.

for when theres nothing else to say.

90th post

And i can say it without a doubt. This has been the worst year of my life. fer sherr.

Sometimes people confuse me :\

itsh meeh

i♥music

no school equals no drama. i went to mickey dees (for those of you who dont know its mc donaldsss) nd got one of those shamrock shakes. totally awesomeee!!!!!! :p so yea lol tha best part of my dayee other than not goin to school :)imma goin out laterz nd i have nothing good to wear. jeezee my life is so hardd(haha only sometymes) i dun like not having anything to wear butt thats what malls are for nd shopping is the funnest. i wud go if i could drive but until my bday in may, i dun have my license. i have said it like a thousand times but everything wud be so much easier if i cud drivee.

and thats the thing about life.

one minute you love it

then...

you hate it.

was it something i did or was it something i said? or was it something i didnt do or say? whatever. IDGAF. i really dont feel like blaming myself anymore for something you did. What i hate the most is when i make someone my everything and, when ther gone im left with nothing... i hate losing. and this will be a cycle that will start allll over again.

maybe i wud feel better if i had a box of hello kitteeh band-aidz.

and seriously... i dont get how i can go from super happyy to this... and no i know what your thinking. its not called bipolar. lol ^.^

The internet on my computer has been down for 2 days cuz of the snoww. blah.

the song "you make me smile" sounds kinda crappy to me but i love the lyrics to it.
"You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed,
sing like bird
Dizzy in my head,
spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold,
buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile"
i dun even know who sings it :p

" i have learned that words can be decieving. but the truth lies in a persons eyes. I have learned that everything can change in the blink of an eye. and it has. I have learned that everytime you give a person a piece of your heart, that is one piece that you wont get back. and thats just fine with me. I have learned that the past is meant to be left behind us, and that we cant dwell on regret. whats done is done. it only makes us that much stronger. I have learned that trusting yourself is the first step and that forgiving is remembering that helps your own heart more than theirs. I have learned that it is never too lateto fall in love again. and being beautiful is on the inside. misteaks are our teachers and everything happens for a reason."

today i listened to the song Cute by Stepher Jerzak like tenthousand timess.
no school today!!!! Yayye nd its still snowing which makes me happy.

"do what makes you happy. Be with the one who makes you smile. Laugh as much as you breathe. and LOVE as long as you LIVE."

thinking of youu;

i like LEGIT have nothing to lose and everything to gain. I just wish i could gain it all faster so i wouldnt be loosing anything anymore. and there we go. i just said something that confused mee :p but it dosent matter becauseee nothing is making much sense at all to me right now.

im having one of those moments where i am at a total loss of words. rawrr.

♥
"a dream is a wish that your heart makes when your fast asleep"

was this real or did we just pretend to love eachother?

I hope i never wake up to find out that this was all a dream.

♥

Today i had so many places to go that i thought that my head was going to explode...well that and it may also explode from listening to to much loud music;) haha.

I just want time to stop so i can live this moment forever.

theres a point in life where you get tired of chasing everyone, trying to impress everyone, and trying to fix everything but its not giving up. its realizing you dont need certain people and the bullshit and the drama they bring.
and this is prettymuch where im at ;)

Busy day today. im goin out and stuff haha:)

"Was it something I did? Was it something you said? Don't leave me hanging in a city so dead. Held up so high on such a breakable thread. You were all the things I thought I knew and I thought we could be. You were everything, everything That I wanted. We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it. All of our memories so close to me just fade away. All this time you were pretending ..So much for my happy ending"

"Go Go Gadget Happy Heart, You know this won't tear us apart this time, and I'm fine, and you're fine, cause we're so brand new. Who knew we'd have to start, facing all our hopes and fears...No I don't break bones, just hearts."