im sorry sometimes i may get a little jelous thinking that someone else could make you happier than i could. i guess its just my insecurities acting up. maybe its because i know im not the prettiest the smartest or most fun and exciting girl but i do know that no matter how hard and long you look... you will never find somebody that loves you like i do.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
i cant say i know who i am... or what my place in life is.. or what exactally im looking to find. sometimes i cant even trust my own decisions. sometimes i just wanna go somewhere far far away... but the farther i go..i would only be going farther and farther away from you and thats not what i want at all. i guess im just better off staying here and facing all my problems and stuff like that. everything seems so difficult. but we will make it. we will find a way.. even when there seems like there isnt one. there always is. no matter what. you just have to look hard enough.
Monday, July 5, 2010
"I'll sing along to every song I'll tag along for the ride Cause in my head, I'm right there too,Through the good times The bad ones too I'm here for you Cause in my dreams You're the one who keeps me asleep On the nights where I can care less If I ever woke up again " and if nothing lasts forever... will you be my nothing?? right now..i guess i just cant find the right words to say and i dun know what to think. at a loss for words maybee??
Sunday, July 4, 2010
" it well may be that we will never meet again in this lifetime.. so let me say before we part so much of me is made of what i learned from you. you'll be with me like a handprint on my heart and now whatever way our stories end, i know you have re-written mine by being my friend."
"and then i felt sad because i realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they cant ever be fixed. and this is something that nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older. and you see the people in your life break one by one . you wonder when your turn is going to be or if it has already happened"
Friday, July 2, 2010
imperfection is beauty. madness is genius. and its better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. and when it comes down to it, i let them think what they want. if they care enough to bother with what i do then im already better than them. is this the way we get by sometimes?
I miss the way my heart skips a beat when i hear your voice i miss the way my world lit up when you entered the room i miss the way your hand always found mine i miss the way my head fit your shoulder just perfect i miss the long phone calls that lasted late into the nighti miss it all.....the way your hair hung in your eyes the way you'd make me feel so special id cry the way you youd say my name the way you said i love you i miss you and everything you do.... so lets chill soon??