Sunday, January 31, 2010

next week

I basically live by this

This week is next week i guess. i always counted mondays as the beginning of the week. I used to hate mondays alot but lately i have come to like them and i have no idea why. I still have to wake up early in the morning and i cant sleep in on a monday but that dosent rele bother me... well sometimes it does. I dont know what i am going to do though. Anything could happen. like i could go bungee jumping or fly an airplane( not even old enough to drive a car...i dont even have my permit thingie yet...) or skip school to go to the mall all dayy or something but i highly doubt it. mondaymondaymonday.
Why is it that every week just feels the same and the week after that one?? Its like a neverending cycle thats driving me insaynee. 
Maybeeh i shud just make a list of crazeey random things to do and go do them. Like on that show The Buried Life where those four guys make a list of 1000 things to do before they die and go do them.


Today i guess i am just the
right amount of happy.

Friday, January 29, 2010

oh that you only meant well????

Listen to music.
Listen to music.
Listen to more music.
didnt go to school today.
Couldnt sleep last night.
So today im super tired.
And i dont care.
about anything.
Nothing matters anymore.
so im just going to sit around
and listen to my music
hoping you will come around soon
like you always do
so for now im holding my breath
and crossing my fingers
hoping that better days are ahead of me

Yesterday i found the most adorable band ever called Love Is A Story. Awwwhh!!!!

Monday, January 25, 2010


and so it was... in a way i guess. :\

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

do happyy little birdies get their happy little french fries from McDonalds??

Todayyee i have every reason in the world to be happy...well almosttttt every reason.
i dont usually get alot of days like these.

Friday, January 15, 2010

Well, I swear to God we've been down this road before

The guilt's no good, and it only shames us more
And the truths that we all try to hide,
Are so much clearer when its not our lives
When we don't face the blame ~Framing Hanley <-- <333

ummm tgif??

firdayy. i dont have any plans today so its just another day spent at home by myself.
Im so happeeh imma goin to tha mall wit people tommoro.
ANDDDD imma happeeh that thars no school monday.
Can life be awesomee and totalleeh suck at the same time?????
I thinketh so.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010


I dont know exactally how im feeling. Happy sad lost confused zoned out and bored possiblyy. hm. what a random pile of emotions. maybeeh i shud get up and go find something to do. The internet can keep me busy all day weather im listening to or downolading music, on photobucket looking at life quotes or awesome pickteurs, or emailing a friend or looking up lyrics to a song... or blogging... lmao. sometimes its like it has turned me into a zombie and i dont even realize how much of my time i have wasted. Or is it wasting time when you dont have anything else to do?? There are lottttsss of ways to waste time but i always go for the less boring ways. i totalleh have to get my HW done so i pass this year, hopefully making up for last year. woo :\ and now its time to pick up the phone. call someone. and go somewhere. and be happy.

               Oooohh what complicated werdzzz           
                Either way its all the same.
                Its you + Me = <3

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

P.s......... I love you
"what do you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry?"
Just live your life One day at a time. Tommorow might be better.        

Saturday, January 9, 2010

I like yuor HURR <33

My hurrr. this morning i straightened it, teased it and almost used a whole can of hurrspray on itt. Woww that was random. While reading this... you shud SOOOO be listening to the song I like your hair by Scotty Vanity who is just as amazing as Geoffrey Parris and Jeffree Star. <3333 They alll have nice hurr.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Yo do0Dz!!!

Guess whut. Are you guessin whut??? Imma goin to WALMART tonight. I dont know how i find this even remotly exciting bhutttttttttt i was on google-ing random sthuff and found a list of stupid things to do at walmart and these do sound like things that i wud probleeh do but i wont. haha.

 ~Ride those little electronic cars at the front of the store
~Set all the alarm clocks to go off at ten minute intervals throughout the day
~Challenge other customers to duels with tubes of gift wrap
~Relax in the patio furniture until you get kicked out. (walmart has PATIO FURNITEUR???? HOLY CRAPP!!!!)
~ Dart around suspiciously while humming the theme from Mission: Impossible.
~ When someone asks if you need help, begin to cry and ask, “Why won’t you people just leave me alone?”
~ Play with the automatic doors.

i got some of theese from ---> so i am totalleeh not plagerizing or steeling anyones ideahs or whatever. LoL

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Somee dayyss

Yestrdayee i had the best day. ever.  todayy.. not so good. . asterisk SIGH asterisk.
Everything is more dramatic when you add and ASTERISK aka those pretty little star thingiess.
As much as im trying to pretend im happy right now nothings working.

Friday, January 1, 2010

word of the DAYYYEEE!!!!!