blahh and even more bleeeeehhhhhhhh!!!!

well today i feel like total shet. This morning i accidentallee stepped on my flat iron and it burned my f**ken foot. gawwwd dayyum. i so wish today wud end. Its the worst. I just sat around listening to the song GONE FOREVER by three days grace which is what i listen to on days when i feel like thas.  


Don't know what's going on

Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years
I still can't believe you're gone
So, I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life


I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

Now, things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So, I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuck and fight
Until the morning comes
I'll forget about our life


First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known
It could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever


And now, it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
And now, you're gone forever
And now, you're gone forever

and now your gone forever.\\

and this is...... the story of my life... or so it seems most days.