i cant say i know who i am... or what my place in life is.. or what exactally im looking to find. sometimes i cant even trust my own decisions. sometimes i just wanna go somewhere far far away... but the farther i go..i would only be going farther and farther away from you and thats not what i want at all. i guess im just better off staying here and facing all my problems and stuff like that. everything seems so difficult. but we will make it. we will find a way.. even when there seems like there isnt one. there always is. no matter what. you just have to look hard enough.