103rd post

"Dear Best Friend, i love you more daily. i wish you could see yourself the way i see you and i wish you could love yourself the way i love you. and above all, i wish your life is everything you deserve because in my opinion you deserve the world. i will stand by you forever. my heart will always belong to you"
(i thought this was adorable)

"listen to the music. and just dance"

Today im just the tiny-est bit mad. grr. life. anyways it wont stop raining which made my day kinda depressing. oh well. at least i have this weekend to look forward to. i think to much. im still debating whether its a good thing or a bad thing.

"when people walk away from you, let them go. your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you and it dosent mean they are bad people. it just means that their part in your story is over."

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(in the space between yes and no there isa lifetime. its the difference between who you thought you could be and who you really are. its the legroom for the lies you tell yourself in the future.)

"Fall in love or fall in hate. Get inspired or be depressed. Ace a test or flunk a class. Make babies or make art. Speak the truth or lie and cheat. Dance on tables or sit in a corner. Life is devine chaos. Embrace it. Forgive yourself. breathe. and live it up."

i have never been so happy to be confused in my life. its just a four letter lie. and its all good:D

"If i had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isnt. and contrary wise: what it is it wouldnt be. and what it wouldnt be, it would. you see?"

when things get better..it makes me happy. its finally saturdayyee!! and i love this picture. its so true.

damm rite. when is it ever? sometimes i think about what life would be like if it was easy.. and it wud be a pretty boring life.

and so it rained all day.

and i was reminded of you again

i need a hug. lol. im serious.

when is it going to stop raining?? gr.

i dun know what else to say exept you make me happy and at the same time, confuse me.

i almost forgot what it was like to have a busy weekend. i was hangin wit my friend on friday, went to the gym saturdayee. gr.

Picteurs.

for when theres nothing else to say.

90th post

And i can say it without a doubt. This has been the worst year of my life. fer sherr.

Sometimes people confuse me :\

itsh meeh

i♥music

no school equals no drama. i went to mickey dees (for those of you who dont know its mc donaldsss) nd got one of those shamrock shakes. totally awesomeee!!!!!! :p so yea lol tha best part of my dayee other than not goin to school :)imma goin out laterz nd i have nothing good to wear. jeezee my life is so hardd(haha only sometymes) i dun like not having anything to wear butt thats what malls are for nd shopping is the funnest. i wud go if i could drive but until my bday in may, i dun have my license. i have said it like a thousand times but everything wud be so much easier if i cud drivee.

and thats the thing about life.

one minute you love it

then...

you hate it.

was it something i did or was it something i said? or was it something i didnt do or say? whatever. IDGAF. i really dont feel like blaming myself anymore for something you did. What i hate the most is when i make someone my everything and, when ther gone im left with nothing... i hate losing. and this will be a cycle that will start allll over again.

maybe i wud feel better if i had a box of hello kitteeh band-aidz.

and seriously... i dont get how i can go from super happyy to this... and no i know what your thinking. its not called bipolar. lol ^.^